em .. hello. long time no see, guys...
probably many are outraged by my long absence here. and they are entitled to this, right. but I would like to make a little explanation of what is happening. I found strength in myself for to do this.
reasons for both personal and internet. I do not know what is happening with the site or it is our internet provider's fault. but I can not go to the site. connection aborted. -this is the information. I'm not the only one. Many Russian users complain about this. I see notifications but I can not answer because no access to messages
before, you can see what I said in some reports and answers about the difficulties occurring in my life .. health, teeth, financial part. but in fact everything has a larger volume. it was not the best two year, if not the worst. my family never complained of our welfare, but after the completion of my studies we were faced with very big problems... crisis, reduction of employees, discord in the family, loss of apartment, the collapse of my sfurther education and an endless financial question .. my big family collapsed and all have their own problems. and some even do not think about their solution, just leaving everything as is. huh. in fact, I'm a homeless person. no, the angle is there and parents will always take you in their new place. but it's not a my home! I lost something important. we all lost. I'm sad to go back where you grew up, but where you are no longer the master. I moved and began to live on my own. but not everything is so rosy when you are inexperienced and untenable, not emotionally not financially. I'm not a depressed person, but sometimes I can not even endure such a lot of kicks from all sides in such a short time. it presses and deprives absolutely every desire to do anything. I tried to be optimistic and strong. but I did not manage. I literally lay without forces day with these constant pressing thoughts in my head. husband? and here... we all learn from our mistakes. we were able to overcome the problems that we had. but at the cost of it there was a lot of nerve,tears and one pup.
After all this, my health passed. my immunity was always not strong, but I never complained about my health. until this time .. everything deteriorated, my once-good nails began to break down constantly, the hair fell out, I became very susceptible to some of my usual earlier products, and my teeth just collapsed in one moment ... I began to work out urgently for their treatment, but all still has not finished. because the list of debts was accumulated, and the implementation was already prolonged. and on dessert for me was a randomly discovered problem concerning a very important part for a woman's health. already a year I was chased by doctors, and they cant find what inflammation i have. I went through several courses of medicine, of which I had an allergy on the skin and I look like I'm pink leopard or I got chicken pox=-=" all analyzes are optimistic but he inflammation does not pass or take place and anybody yet does not know what is it. I once received an erroneous analysis of the precancerous state of the cells. I will not describe what I sensed then. all having altered and having received already the negative answer I have calmed down. however, despite good tests, my 3rd doctor does not undertake to say that everything is absolutelly fine. I am comforted that it is "still fixable and hope for the best" buuuut but bad thoughts haunt me.
so in a depressing state I spent a year, and the peak came in the last couple of months. my mistake is the postponement of my orders, I should not have. but I did not have any savings, no one could help me and I had to take orders to pay off the upcoming expenses. and time after time. and this terrible list of debts was formed. I'm currently working on a project in my city that promises me some financial stability for a while, and that I could go back to my old debts for you.
I understand how indignant you are at my delay. and that you are entitled to claim compensation in the form of a refund. but at the moment I can not do it. if you are sure of your desire to return the money, then I will ask for a delay until the funds appear on my account.
if you want a different option, then please let me know.
I once again apologize for your disappointment in me. I'm really sorry. and I am disappointed in myself. I lost myself.
with sincere apologies, belk